I am: frustrated with alot of things tonight.
I think: about things I shouldnt way too often.
I know: I worry too much about things I can’t control.
I see: someone with an ugly deformity every time i look at my reflection.
I need: to feel appreciated for what I do for you. Don’t use me.
I want: to have a baby of my own, and prove to the world that I CAN do it with one arm.
I have: many dreams. 99% will never come true.
I wish: I was skinny.
I love: music. It helps me in soo many ways.
I hate: being overweight.
I miss: Ashley (RIP). I visit her gravesite and take care of ‘her spot’ on a regular basis.
I remember: what my life was like before I lost my arm in the accident. So much has changed this past year. If my arm was my sacrifice for a ‘better’ life … then I will accept that.
I fear: that i will never a child.
I hear: the disturbing sounds David is making in his sleep (lol).
I crave: pizza ALL THE TIME!!! Its awful.
I search: no longer for the man of my dreams.
I regret: alot of things in my life. ie. bulimia/cutting/drug addiction/suicide attempts/etc
I think: about things I shouldnt way too often.
I know: I worry too much about things I can’t control.
I see: someone with an ugly deformity every time i look at my reflection.
I need: to feel appreciated for what I do for you. Don’t use me.
I want: to have a baby of my own, and prove to the world that I CAN do it with one arm.
I have: many dreams. 99% will never come true.
I wish: I was skinny.
I love: music. It helps me in soo many ways.
I hate: being overweight.
I miss: Ashley (RIP). I visit her gravesite and take care of ‘her spot’ on a regular basis.
I remember: what my life was like before I lost my arm in the accident. So much has changed this past year. If my arm was my sacrifice for a ‘better’ life … then I will accept that.
I fear: that i will never a child.
I hear: the disturbing sounds David is making in his sleep (lol).
I crave: pizza ALL THE TIME!!! Its awful.
I search: no longer for the man of my dreams.
I regret: alot of things in my life. ie. bulimia/cutting/drug addiction/suicide attempts/etc